|Sunday, June 8th, 2003|
7:19 pm - OH NO!
I was just listening to the WWN, you know, singing along and dancing... and guess what I heard?|
This song by the Switchbroom Kneazles. Dear sweet lord, I won't be able to show my face again! The whole common room heard it! I swear... I don't know how they all found this out (the switchbroom kneazles, that is) but they got it so right!
Just hear these lyrics!! I'll copy them down here!
I can't help but blush when you're near me
but you just exclude me from your circle of three
i'm right in front of you but you don't see
you treat me like I'm a colin creevey
I love you
but it seems you dont' love me
my friends say you're so brave
and I know that you will see that we were meant to be
when you miss me it'll be too late
filled with so much love my hair grows red
you come over to my house to see my brother instead
didn't get my valentine didn't know what it meant
every page about you in my diary's been read
didn't know you're the one I adore
next year at hogwarts you'll see I've transformed
I will hold my head up high I'm a gryffindor
and you won't need to save me anymore (chorusx3)
Everyone's laughing! I'm locking myself in my dorms... I feel like I want to cry! What to do?
current mood: distressed
|Friday, June 6th, 2003|
9:03 pm - a... dance?
They've never done this before, and it's caught me by surprise. I bet nobody's going to ask me. Figures.
I should dust off my dress-robes. They've been lying about for a while, from lack of reason to wear it.
The weather is still pretty, and I spent some more time outside on the school grounds this afternoon. It's just so lovely out there. I didn't have anything else to do either. It's nice how things just fall into place like that.
Tomorrow's Saturday, isn't it?
Oh yay, another reason to stress.
I bet I'm going to end up going alone. Oh well, I'll just have to grit my teeth and deal with it.
Wait. No. Ginny, it'll be fine...
current mood: pessimistic
|Sunday, May 18th, 2003|
12:35 pm - I'm so bored.
I am so bored. I cannot believe I have nothing to do. I have finished my book that I was reading (how to: origami) and I feel too lazy to go searching for another one in the library. Draco Malfoy and his cronies have been hanging around there lately too (God knows why. Crabbe and Goyle aren't usually too smart) and I don't feel like having a fight with them just to get a book. |
Maybe I'll take a walk on the grounds...
Yes, I will. I'll do that right now! Maybe I'll bring some parchment and make paper cranes...
No... they'd blow away.
Oh well, it'd just be nice to do nothing and listen to the silence.
PS: Really, I HAVE to stop kidding myself. What's silence going to do when you're bored?
current mood: bored
|Tuesday, May 13th, 2003|
7:33 pm - A New Journal
Why did I write that? I can't believe I just wrote that. It takes me a few years to even pluck up the nerve to buy a new journal and write in it, and what do I write?
Lets start this again.
This is the first entry since Tom. I can't believe I let him possess me. Why did I keep writing to him? I had to pour out my heart to someone. I don't have many friends, and I usually hang around Hermione, Ron, and Harry...
I love Harry with all my heart. He probably knows, of course. Although I know that he thinks nothing of it. I can see it in the way he treats me - which is admirably civil. I'll say that if someone dropped something every time they entered a room with me, or went so red like I do, it would start to get on my nerves.
This year I am studying Charms, Arithmancy, Transfiguration, Divination and Potions. I swear, if Snape asks me why my potion is the wrong colour one more time...
I swear, he's got it in for me. I think one of the Slytherin students are swapping my correct ingredients for the incorrect ones.
Why oh why did I have to sit in the wrong place? I sat in the middle of the classroom, so I had to get paired with a Slytherin, whom likes to sabotage us Gryffindors.
Charming of them.
I'll write more later. I have to go to dinner now.
GOALS/TO DO FOR TOMORROW:
- Not to drop things when I see Harry
- Observe Slytherin classmate with suspicion...
- And keep potions ingredients on other side of the table
- Complete all Homework tasks
current mood: accomplished